i am the eye

burst

2011-10-31T20:26:00.002+08:00

though no one read my writing i'd still write because i cannot hold on to it any longer.too much being kept inside.so far,these few months,i've been attacked with a lot of things.things that somehow has changed my character a little.many noticed it.i didn't notice it at first but after few people has been telling me over and over again about the changes i had gone to,i thought they were right.which is not good.a good change is okay but going around and not controlling my anger is not good.yes.i have anger management issue.i don't know why but i tend to get angry easily even over small things.i don't know what have got inside me.suddenly,i am a person who gets angry a lot,over sensitive which i can't accept but its just the way i am now.perhaps this college thing that drives me mad.i don't like staying here in Jengka.i cry a lot.24/7.the only time i don't cry is when i'm sleeping.especially this week,one hell of a week.i keep crying and crying and crying even though its only monday.only 2nd day of the week.i feel bad to myself.i feel so stupid.i feel so lonely.i don't have anyone to talk to.i just wish i can go home and stay there for as long as i want.i just want to be home so bad.i'm not saying that i have homesick issue but there are reasons of why i just want to be home so bad.i can't cope with my studies like everyone does.i see they are doing perfectly fine but me?i'm slow.and when i see others are doing fine except for me thats when i just want to alone and be home but i can't afford to do so because my college is nothing near to my house.i texted my closed friends.everytime they returned my calls,and when i heard their voices,can't help much,can't stop myself from crying.i can't talk to my mum for the same reason,i'd cry.the worst ever.i should stop writing.writing this down is pointless because i don't feel better at all.

lame

2011-07-27T02:00:00.002+08:00

the last time i blogged was zillion years ago.didn't have much to spill.wait.no.i lie.a lot of thoughts that are still trapped in my tiny mind but i don't think it is necessary for me to write down because even if i write it down,it will only contribute me more depressing facials.sad cases.Miss July is a one month that brought my laughter and tears together.but i can hardly remember the times that i sincerely smile.i'd put up a lot of fakes smiles this whole month because i didn't want to create any scenes.times when people saw me smiling and thought i had everything under control while the truth is i hide all my pains.but as time moved.things started to get better.Alhamdulillah.slowly.so i got the offer to further my studies and yes i get what i applied.on the other hand, as much as i like or happy that i finally get what i wanted, i didn't get what i wanted too.confusing much?yes.i got what i wanted to further in but not at the place i wanted.so i decided not to think about it too hard because i thought another miracle would surprise me.unfortunately, the magic didn't occur.i was expecting that i might be getting one offer from any of the unis i've applied through the UPU but i didn't.i was so excited to change scene but as i was just about to get excited,sadness haunt me first.i didn't get any offer from any of the unis.so what i did was,i actually appealed for UM again.so the result of whether i'm accepted or the other way around will only be revealed in 2 weeks time.Meanwhile, despite things may look ugly, berkat sabar,Allah answered my pray.He listened to my pray and he surprised me with a magic.i was extremely happy when i heard the news and Zureen was there,witnessing my actions and happy face!therefore, i'd like to take this opportunity to say ALHAMDULILLAH.THANK YOU ALLAH.

adrenaline rush

2011-05-28T14:43:00.001+08:00

my heart is beating twice faster that it normally does!i am so nervous which left me with no words to say.speechless!

*pray everything's going to be fine*

saga

2011-04-20T06:51:00.002+08:00

yes.its 651 freaking in the morning when i am writing this.i'm about to sit for first paper for final exam today at 9.i can't say much.i don't know if i've got everything in my head.the best thing to do now is to relax and not to think hard about what and how the questions will look like and wondering if i can answer them perfectly.so far i can say,i am at a point where i feel safe.i scored my tests just the way i wanted them to be and the rest i leave everything to my finals.hopefully what i have been memorizing and sleepless nights will be paid off.reading subject has never fails to make me cry which i did once last night and praying it will not happen twice.i'm praying hard to Him now that i can walk out of the hall with a big smile on my face.that's what i want the most now.please pray for me to win in the battle.i better get back to my revision.bye.

bang your head against the wall

2011-04-18T19:00:00.002+08:00

final starts in 2 days time!2 days not 20 days!i should be doing my revision instead of THIS!

dull

2011-04-08T22:37:00.003+08:00

it has been awhile since i last wrote here..i don't have much to say..one thing for sure is that my journey in JB has come to its end.i've spent 3 long years..not quite long actually since i can still remember what had happened when i first came to JB.nothing much.3 years in JB has somehow taught me to be a little more stronger person and to appreciate with what you have.i have less than 1 month till my finals starts.this is the last time i can score and i aim high this time..to push my pointer just a little more higher then i'll be satisfied.this sem is treating me differently from previous sem.a lot of things happened within the past 3 months.went through some unforgettable bitter and precious moments as it will remain in the invisible diary of mine.enough said.

i have better things to write rather than spilling every thoughts here.

asta lavista.bye

6 years just flew

2011-02-02T00:16:00.006+08:00

i remember the moment when i first sat next to her in class 6 years ago.when we were just 15.i never thought that we would end up as bestfriend and we are still counting the days and i am very grateful for having her as one of closest person,that i can share things with.6 years just flew.i hope we'll stay in touch and grow even closer until the next 60 years to come.jyeahh!u step into a whole new era 7 months before i do.so enjoy.be a good girl!

HAPPY 21ST SYA!

what happened over these past months

2010-12-21T22:11:00.017+08:00

hello the long-forgotten blog of mine

see..i've abandoned you for zillion years already dear blog.the reason i haven't been writing much is because i don't have those sucky lame ideas to spill..yes i am a lame creature.but i dont give a single shit care about it.but tonight is one bloody boring night,that's when i decided to write...i'm on a one-month semester break since last mid-november and i'll be returning to JB for my last semester on the very 1st January of 2011.2010 has been just a fine year for me.i can still remember what happened throughout 2010.it shows how fast time flies.some good times some fucked up memories.however,im planning to have a good year ahead.lets pray for it.lets get back to my semester break.i managed to meet every single face i wished to see.i want to keep it short and simple..let the pictures do the talking.

picnic in putrajaya with loves: 21st december 2010

happy 20th Lia!

nilda's sister's wedding

a day with love, syasya! (:

good day with zureen and azie! (:

this is how i spent my sunday morning.netball!but there's one person missing.our dearly FAREENA!
we miss you!

that's a wrap.toodle!

asta lavista

over

2010-06-28T18:25:00.003+08:00

the title ; over means something.yeap.that's it.the almost-2 months break have reach its end and i am not happy about it.additional 1 month holiday would at least make my life happier.that's the least that could make me happy.

there were unexpected and expected things happened.went through major sadness.one will never forget.i got a nephew.and he's safe now in heaven.and this time around i managed to see everyone.

i've been blessed this holiday.been blessed with new family crew..been blessed with good time management.been blessed with satisfying result.there's nothing else i could asked for from Him because He has given me the best things i could have.

hooo man take me somewhere else so i wont have to make my way back to jb this friday.in a way i'm a little happy to go back because i only have 1 more year to go!!!wohoo!then no more travelling.hopefully.see time passes by real fast..please..let 1 year run fast like a jaguar.

that's it.since i've not updated for so long already..i dont know what more to write.

asta lavista

three

2010-05-28T04:50:00.003+08:00

i've been staying up through day and night for two days in a row already..i hardly get some sleep now.its nothing to do with the super-busy life..noo..i'm on my holiday so there's no reason for not getting enough sleep..

i've not feeling well for the past few days already.i keep getting headaches every now and then since zillion years ago.headaches that might drive me to smash my head against the wall.and my sore throat is getting worst.

ok so here's the part i hated most.is when i start to remember things that i shouldn't have to..BIG SIGH...

as far as people may never understand you.or understand how u feel about things.one thing for certain is that

just because you don't show your feelings,doesn't mean u don't have any.

i'll continue my insomniac activity till whenever it will stop.

asta lavista

do you have an opinion

2010-05-21T00:26:00.003+08:00

i've left my previous saga for quite sometime already..ok..here's the deal..let's be random tonight..let this entry be the most casual one because i dont actually have specific things on mind to write..so 1,2,3..lets begin..

i'm meeting my monsters tomorrow which i am looking forward to..i've been kicked from college because for some reasons that i am not quite sure myself (all of a sudden the college's hostel department has done their job)..and i really have to lose those kgs that i've gained through all these years..i am slowly taming myself to jog..and thanks to kay for being my full-time jog partner..i seriously need to lose those loads im carrying now...and i have found my inspirational idol to lose weight..rusydi!..man i salute u dude!and uhh..im in the state of 70% of happiness 30% sadness....that's lame i know..and if i were to continue my stories up here..haha..people are gonna laugh straight in my face for the lame dramas...okay.i've seen ironman..and i think i've fallen in love with the ironman and the SUIT!mann..its just too awesome to possess one..and i need to clean up my room because its in a huge mess!!i've yet spend a night in my own room because the fact is i couldnt stand the mess myself..so i've been spending my night and days in the hall with the tv of course...but i need to do a major cleaning since people are coming over and sad to say that it'd be embarrassing to let people step inside this major shit..i couldn't imagine the embarrassment that i've to bear..no no no no...

so that's about it..i've said shits that i randomly have in mind...

and i love the the garbage!

toodle

new saga

2010-05-12T19:19:00.002+08:00

im slowly recovering..from what?i dont know..from whatever that have happened recently...

i have done my haircut..and it's u-gelyyyy!!!haha..i've posted few pictures before..and SCREW me!my hair is nothing like any of the pictures!!im going to wait for it grow a little longer and boom!will reach Miss Nilda Nadzri!i need her expertise!she always know what looks the best on anyone.so nilda..make sure you hold your phone tightly because im gonna reach u unexpectedly..

buhbye for now

asta lavista

new do's

2010-05-11T01:44:00.005+08:00

im thinking of getting this:or this:

or this:

which one shall i choose?

extra loads

2010-04-26T02:28:00.002+08:00

i need lose at least 5 kg by the end of this month!

help me.i need to look good on the 8th!

may the force will always be with me

adios.

thrown

2010-04-18T20:41:00.002+08:00

i have lost my bloody mind for God sake.what has gotten into me?cant seem to get rid of the same shits in my bloody head.

shits!GO AWAY!GO AWAY!but you wouldnt.dont go away ok.

i love myself for having myself to listen to my shits but i hate myself because i always think about the shits.it doesnt have to be this way.but its much more likely that i have chose this way,to think this way.

tears in silence.thats what i do most of the time.huhhhh...

trust yourself

2010-04-17T19:15:00.002+08:00

i feel blessed because i've been gifted such patience throughout my entire life.i hate myself for being too nice to people.feel stupid at times but what's important the most is that i managed to satisfy others eventhough it hurts inside.despite hating myself for this one particular freako habit buried within me,i pray a lot to Allah.hoping He would give me a whole courage to go through whatever is coming in my way.

mann...why why why?a big WHY huh?i dont understand myself.i dont know how to tell people,how to open up to people about how i feel.its been awhile already.it's been a custom to myself not to let anyone know anything about me.i keep everything inside.and i hate myself for doing that eventhough i know sharing problems with people yo're closed to will somehow make u feel better but too bad i chose not to do so.i tell stories to myself and only myself can make me feel better.its difficult though.but huuuhhh..nevermind.i stole my time to write in here just to express 20% of myself to public.

i have a problem now.and i dont know if i should let it all out to someone i can share with.i always tell myself to do so but ended up shitting to myself back.imma really cold-hearted creature.i know that.

i dont want to make my story grows longer and longer.i'll put a tiny dot here now.

asta lavista.

N.E.R.D

2010-02-15T01:28:00.003+08:00

hello and sorry blogspot for not updating and have abandoned you for almost 1 month now since i was and still in no mood to write and to think of what to write here because i am one lifeless boring person.but i'll start writing now.

i am so worried now.i'm scared there wont be enough time for me to do some revision.my tests are lining up nicely next week.and i have a lot of quizzes coming up.it all happen in one shot.quizzes and tests.i really really really hope i'll do fine in 1st test.if i do,it'll be a motivation to do better next time.haha.mannn... i feel so nerd right this time.but i dont care.im already in my 2nd year.i did quite well in 1st year and it'll be lie if i say that i dont want to get any better than i did before.

so as a kick start,i need to get myself in a proper schedule.so i have decided to wake up at 8 tomorrow and straight take a shower and will start my revision on finance at 10 am.i've started to have 40%(dramatic effect) interest in finance but what's pissing me off about this thing is that everytime i've done one question,the answer is 100% not tally to the answer that's been given by the lecturer.i think i've done everything asked in the question but somehow my attempt failed.and when it happens,that's the moment where i straight close the book and will never ever look at it till the next day.

enough said.heard enough about the super extremely boring update.hereby i say

BON VOYAGE!

happy lazy tuesday

2010-01-26T10:03:00.002+08:00

i dont know why i feel so tired today.its only 10 am now for god sake and i only had one class this morning but im starting to feel dizzy and tired.my body is aching probably because i had to climb up all the way from ground floor up to the 4th floor.and my tummy is getting on my nerve now.the ache come and go.one second you come and say hye and the next second you say bye.

i only slept for few hours last night and i was acting like i've been bitten by 1000 zombies in class this morning.sigh.it's so irritating and intermidating.i wanted to pay full attention to the lecture but attempt fail.i was really sleepy.my mind's everywhere.what's pissing me off right now is that i felt really zombie during mandarin class and planned to take a short nap.maybe not that short.1 hour maybe or 2 hours is superb BUT(look at the big but) now when im already on the bed,im having trouble to shut my eyes off.and thats why i ended up writing this.sigh..no big sigggghhhhh...

i want to see my 4- fluffy hairy creatures!smack them with kisses is the best thing to do.sigh again.i might and might not coming home this weekend.all im trying to say is "I WANT TO GO HOME!I DEMAND TO SEE SUBANG JAYA NOW!"

update from a lame lone ranger

2010-01-19T10:48:00.004+08:00

i dont have any idea of what to write about here.

since i'm all alone in the room now.everyone's gone missing to class.i'll type whatever that come across and say hello to my brain.

im in pain now.if i can roll down the staircase from this fourth floor just to make the stomach ache go away i would do so.it's a real pain in my ass.

im listening to eminem's beautiful now.i like that song.the rythm the handsome voice ahhh..

im having class later at 2.sigh.finance.why?why?

and i think im sleepy

hereby i'd like to say bon voyage.

1 week

2010-01-10T11:58:00.003+08:00

its a question that should be ask.

why must paramore perform in singapore and not in malaysia?why?and why must the ticket be $160?

i've been in school for a week already.and it's not fun to be here.i'd rather stay home and do nothing(even tangkap lalat je)than staying here and wasting my time doing nothing.

recap for this week in college:

boo me.i spent my 20/7 watching dvds with my mate farah.why?

because it's super deadly boring here in college.

and i finally can picture my home in my system-breakdown brain.yeap.i'm coming home this friday!hopefully nothing will spoil my plan.

and bye.i need to get ready.i'm going out later.

asta lavista.

changes

2009-12-30T00:55:00.003+08:00

a person reached me on the phone today.the voice was so soft.tried to tell me what's filled in heart.spilled things that are hardly to tell to the closed members.what has been bothering the mind for years.i dont know how to help because its out of my league.all i can do is comforting and give some strength to go through the scenes.i'll feel the same way like you do if i were placed in your shoe.its holiday but you never get a peace of mind.

i know its hard for you.but you've got to be strong.stay strong.you know you will always have my back and for that you can reach me at anytime.we've gone through thick and thins for years.and now lets share it together because that's what true friends were made for.

to whom it may concern..you know who you are.

stay strong.i'll always pray for your happiness.

(:

fighter

2009-12-27T22:18:00.005+08:00

one month and a half is just not enough for me.maybe a 6 month holiday would be a a bless.a major one.so im left with about 5 more days to spend here at home and since i have no transport to get around to just anywhere this week,i guess its a moment that has been gifted to God to let me spend my time by sitting and doing nothing and just stare at my micasa sucasa ouh except than watching the ellen degeneres show and oprah.but its been one of the best semester break after all except that i didnt catch a chance to meet tsya.but parents been good to me so far.i should thank my dad for everything that he got for me.and my mum who never complained for my never ending childish annoying attitude.

ouh and ahhh..im slowly practising to keep my mouth shut and learn how to be a lone ranger since everybody's leaving to further their degree.i didnt apply.since my closed dorm mates are leaving too.and haha what's up with melaka?dont they have enough students overthere because they keep offering people to study overthere.but when it comes to me rejection were all i received.ppfffttt..
shit shit shit
anyways all the best to all who managed to get themselves into degree.my phone kept beeping..and all i received were questions asking why i didnt apply for the degree.huh.simple..i dont have the guts.im not williling to take the risk.

asta lavista

ad

fresh tuesday

2009-12-21T23:56:00.003+08:00

getting new things for college tomorrow!

how

2009-12-21T01:24:00.005+08:00

how i spent my 20/12

i spent my 24 hours of 20/12 at home.

::helped my dad with the pokok mangga outside the house.
after lunch,spent hours watching movies i think are cool to watch.
::i love adam sandler's acting so much so i started off my agenda with his movies.Big Daddy and Mr Deeds are ferb-tacular..
::i like Selene of Underworld better than Edward of Twilight because she owns the vampire look rather than edward.so i watched all the Underworld movies because they have been my favourite movies to watch at since the 1st time i watched them.
::mighty ducks movies have been all time favourite movie to watch.and i watched D3 on Disney channel.
::and lastly i spent 2 hours watching Batman.and i think the Joker of Jack Nicholson and the Joker of Heath Ledger scored the same % of awesomeness.so handsome.i like clowns.

big smile

17th

2009-12-17T01:54:00.004+08:00

im safe and settled.i just got home yesterday.singapore trip was not a 100% fun but i still enjoyed myself back there.the zoo's awesome.and the best part was that i didnt get myself trapped into a massive emotional episode because for god's will i've achieved a quite satisfying result.thank god.alhamadulillah.
okay time's running real fast.im still looking forward for more exciting things to do since my semester break is reaching to its ends already.2 more weeks and i'll be a dead crab again.people will never stop hearing me making noises of how much and badly i dont want to be in college and to just stay at home.

tomorrow's a batik day.im going for the handykraft expo in kl along with my parents. (:

(x

love,
nocturnal creature

.0230.

2009-12-09T02:28:00.002+08:00

i hate BLOGSPOT for no reason.well at least i have one.i don't know whether this bloody shit only attacks me or others too.but i had troubles in editing those fonts and colours because some of those fucking sentences won't change colours though i already tried to change the colours countless times.

auto rock

2009-12-08T02:32:00.005+08:00

ok so everyone's busy talking about the application to degree thing.facebook has been flooded with those new updates by everyone that i knew from Uitm.most of them actually cracked their head whether to apply or not to.and some of them already did and some say they'll wait till this thursday.and ahh my result will be out on this thursday and that's the exact reason why some of them wait until thursday is because one can only apply if they managed to maintain or achieve 3.0 and above for the past 3 sems.so this thing is actually an application that can be made by a student that has finished their part 3 and they can actually skip the whole 1 or 2 sems of diploma because ouh they're accepted to do degree.awesome.most of my mates applied but nahh i didn't.sad but true.i don't think i have the guts to apply.i've been in a junk-mess ever since i eneterd uni.i crawl like a baby.so i don't think i'm capable enough to survive in degree.i mean i need more time.because i'm slow perhaps.i'm not willing to see myself drown into a deep ocean beacuse the truth is i'm not really a good swimmer.the same thing goes to this.i'm not willing to take the risks.ahh yea exactly.so while everyone's busy talking and cracking,i just stand by myself and do nothing and watch the new updates on facebook.so to those who already applied,Best of luck to you.no matter whether your application been accepted or rejected you got nothing to lose.
ok enough about the degree application

hokay.wellll right now i'm scared to death beacuse thursday is just 2 days away.why???haha..since i'm going for a vacation on that particular thursday itself i hope i really really do hope that my result won't bug my emotions.otherwise my mood swings are all over the place.and too bad i'm a short-tempered kind of person.so right now i'm praying really really hard to God hoping that He will give me the miracle and let me be happy.amin.

cheese

blessed

2009-12-02T01:45:00.008+08:00

im happy because:

just found out that the college's registration will be on the 2nd january and not on the 27th december which means i can still continue my career as a professional slacker a week longer.

and hopefully during my holiday,i'll blessed with:

:: good result!i really want it so badly its my biggest wish.haha so ferrgiee...hopefully and insyallah all voices thrown at me on that particular day are all good ones!

and i need to do something to lose some kgs!mission of the month:

:: to lose at least 5 kg

paid off

2009-11-29T00:19:00.008+08:00

went to parade with my brother today.jumped into a massive shocking meeting!me and a very good friend of mine,Zureen.was real happy to see her today.she's been the same.been the same since the last time i saw her.been missing her for the past 6 months and felt really alone within the period and believe me the feeling will always stick around until the end of my diploma.all the craps that we talked about every single minute and laughed like laughing Hyenas over somethings that weren't even funny.one of the best thing.

i miss you good friend!
(:

ouh and met Hani too! (: and my class rep. (:

greatest moment

2009-11-16T22:47:00.005+08:00

i have been given a one month time to be a professional slacker.
thank you for that!

the tv must have misses me badly.

::

2009-11-03T00:24:00.003+08:00

lesson for today: have pity for yourself.others come second,third..?maybe shall not be in the list.

i should apply this concept into my life.my daily basis day.worthless.useless.it's time to cut it out.losing one doesnt mean lose all.

muchos gracias!

business communication

2009-11-01T02:21:00.003+08:00

ouh its 0236 am,and i am still actively hype laughing away and typing like i dont have any exam this coming monday.

someone has to leave their 5 fingers mark on my face then only i'll start my reading again.

someone please...

final saga begins

2009-10-28T16:33:00.006+08:00

it's almost the end of semester.will be having my final term papers in less than 72 hours..the saga begins this very friday,30th up to november 14th.

all the best to all and fight your very best in your league.

adios.

off

2009-10-16T18:31:00.005+08:00

its truly annoying when you are feeling sticky and uncomfortable with the whole body and at the exact moment your college is running out of water supply due to some stupid water tank problem that ones who are responsible for it wont fix it!

gah!

status: annoyed

i just watched the movie "ORPHAN"!i never got the chance or time to go to watch it over at the cinema.so dvd would do fine to me.and the story is blar-day cool.how could a dwarf can be really violent and pretend to be as a 9 year-old child?freakishly strange.

and a stupid move i made today.i ACTIVELY,with no doubt,went to the mall in JB to buy a new shampoo which has gone missing just after i arrived in college last monday which until now i assumed that it has been stolen!and the most important part is that the shampoo is still new.never even used once!and so i went to the mall with a friend.Confidently looked for my purse in my bag to pay the cab driver.but this lamest person apparently has left behind her purse back in the college in the locker.

thanks to MYRA for lending me 100 bucks.otherwise i 'll never get my shampoo.

asta lavista. (:

.

2009-10-15T18:32:00.004+08:00

second?

blooday-hail

2009-10-15T18:00:00.004+08:00

i am currently slacking on my bed in college.heh..I've been away for awhile due to number of assignments that were needed to be submitted in a short duration of time.and had 3 tests in a row for the past 3 days.I've finally got some peace of mind now.but only for a shortwhile.will be sitting for my very first final paper of my part 3 this sunday evening.and i still have 2 assignments left to do.mandarin's video and economic coursework which are still in progress of 0%.nemind.

i finally got myself the new "The Used" album!woot woot!

and...

i'll be home for a week starting from next friday!

very very excited!

thumbs up!

2009-10-07T00:09:00.003+08:00

bloody fucking awesome great!i just lost all of my saved assignments!

depressed

2009-10-04T18:53:00.003+08:00

been home for the last couple of days.and just got my ass back in JB 3 hours ago.3 hours..3 hours..only within these 3 hours.i've cried silently to myself.very hard.no one knew how much i hated coming back to JB and no one knew how much i wanted to get my ass back to home.tried to think 100% positive but failed by 100 % too.hate seeing and hearing myself crying hard over some silly matter.

knowing that there're rumors saying that my place will be closed and we'll be shifted to another place.some say we'll be shifted to segamat.some say to PJ.if the rumors are true,pray with all my heart that i'll end up in PJ.amin.to wrap up: i just want to go home!

ADLINA IS SUCH A SUPER LAME PERSON!

thoughts

2009-09-24T21:48:00.004+08:00

thank you

azhani and aliah!

zillion

2009-09-24T00:38:00.004+08:00

thank you to my 2 bestfriends

to the dudes and dudettes for your
"happy birthday Ad!"

.unmedicated

2009-09-19T14:02:00.005+08:00

almost a week already

cool if i could cough just like you
with colours of course

happy Eid!

bye.

make it quick

2009-09-11T03:45:00.004+08:00

dear monalisa,

if you're reading this,i caught u weyh!and cipan asal you're so smart in hiding yourself.better invite me quick.u better be!cepat!

p/s: i miss u cikang!

dude,bile nak pg fill our man made plastic bag at kenny's?

test products

2009-09-10T21:24:00.005+08:00

board of directors' annual meeting

azri,sheik,arif,salleh,omar

part 2:azri's missing

left his foot behind

.fiesta

2009-09-07T14:59:00.012+08:00

saturday dated 5th/9

bukak-ed puasa with the whole class of B2

will try to upload as many as i could

my broadband is running its blissful miserable slow-shitty programme again.

this is B2.

and the part 5 dudes were there too.

thank you to all who had contributed their awesome manmade plastic bag for the foods.

asta lavista!

the bloody coolest lecturer,ms zafirah;myra and the newly-moved to maktab student,shahrul

radzi;azhan

dayah;hariz

was having grilled prawn!!

azhan again

and again

i dont know what the heck he was trying to show

boys had date with prawns and chickens and squids

azri and arif!

break

2009-09-01T17:40:00.004+08:00

in the mood to watch

"the curious case of Benjamin Button"

and

"Public Enemies"

!!!!

Boo

massive

2009-08-25T17:50:00.002+08:00

just so you know,im stealing my time now to spill all my words here.lama tak spill.last was 1 week ago.everyday i see people updating their blogs.and me?no more time for myself.i dont know why i've always been busy masuk this semester.there's always something(work) that needed to be done.massively massive hectic and busy and chaos and everything la.

*sigh

i want to go home!today is tuesday and so left me with 4 more days to go and vroom ill be heading home.but before that again i'll be sitting for my test before i leave.everyweek ade test.penat la weyh!

tonight's agenda:

1. bukak puasa

2. start working on my BEL's outline

3. QMT is calling me for some revision.

4. turun bawah to do some discussion on my BEL's outline draft

5. knock down!time to sleep.

texting with tsya now.thanks for making me feel a little bit alive and better.hope i did the same to you too.

good shit

2009-08-17T14:53:00.004+08:00

i should start to give less thoughts about others and learn to lead my journey alone.

because it's worthless and worth it

they never really appreciate it

i just realised

thank you.

hope

2009-08-12T15:36:00.001+08:00

GONE!!!!

Result

2009-08-08T00:10:00.002+08:00

finally!

15/8

2009-08-01T00:16:00.001+08:00

i want to go!

anyone?

wrap up

2009-07-29T00:54:00.010+08:00

first1st july;Fareena

HAPPY 21ST!!

18th july;Zureen 21st july;Hani 26th july;Rock
HAPPY 19TH

and..

27th july;Zulaikha

HAPPY 20TH
(:

quick

2009-07-18T21:50:00.005+08:00

saturday-today is one boring day.i slept through out the whole evening though i woke up a little bit later in the morning.at 11 to be more precise.went for makan lunch at about 1pm with roommates.went up straight after lunch and watched dvd,histeria.and i slept even before the movie ended.around 2 pm or so.woke up again just before about to maghrib.and am awake till now.

boring
will be watching Histeria again tonight with Mia!

disturbia

2009-07-16T02:51:00.005+08:00

time shows 0257 am.

im still awake.
and i have class at 8am tomorrow or shall say today to be more precise
and so do they:

yana and diana

and so does Mia,the new crew in b403

bye
have a good day

hard to say

2009-07-11T22:09:00.003+08:00

im finally home after a week spent in college in JB.need to get few more things from home.its good to be home i must say.but the worst part is that ill be heading back to JB tomorrow.ill be leaving for JB at 0100 pm.heh!it'll be super cool if only i am rewarded with an extra one more week.i dont,i wish not to go back there.things are different there.every single thing.i read through Esha's story.and i totally understand how she feels about staying in college and not having the chance to go back.but Esha,not too worry so much.24th is just around the corner,and i know when the day comes,u'll be the happiest person on earth. (: cheer up darling!

and..
i hate the bus i was on yesterday!worst one i ever been on.
lets hope tomorrow's will be alright

went to cheras.eldest need to settle his wedding card orders.went straight to bukit bintang to collect papa's deposit money in low yat.and lastly went to KLCC to look for camera's battery pack.and i bought a pair of sandal for class.wee!

(:

classic

2009-07-04T01:45:00.007+08:00

both,the song and the band
90's addiction
FIVE and QUEEN

couldnt shut my eyes off.and bored

diary of adlina

2009-07-03T02:31:00.002+08:00

bye bye break!

hello uni!
hello JBD3B2!

:(

hokkien says,kamsiah!

2009-07-01T23:05:00.003+08:00

thanks tasya for the t's and the purse you got for me from the UK!
i appreciate it a lot!i like them!

learning to breath

2009-06-29T04:17:00.007+08:00

its already come towards the end of my semester break.i only have about a week more to go to spend in Subang.i must say its very terrifying to step into whole new semester.its going to be much tougher than the previous semester.but new semeseter comes with new great hopes and expectations.Lord,Allah had given me a wonderful miracle which was a pretty satisfying result for my previous semester.with all the hard work and effort i'd paid,i finally been rewarded with such bless.

i have a lot of things undone.i haven't receive my Uni's letter.im a bit worry because most of my friends had received their's.hopefully the letter will be in my hand anytime soon.

lets hope this one last week is going to be a hell great week for me.its my duty to make my one last week an awesome week.im excited for Ena's 21st!i hope nothing comes up.and i am truly greatful since my registration is on sunday.some of uitm's registration are starting on friday.so i have 2 extra days unlike them.goodbye to Hazirah and Mia because they'll be leaving sooner than me,a friday for them.

farewell to Zureen as i wont be able to catch u anywhere around Larkin.
Happy Registration at new place,Segamat!

and Hazirah too,

Happy Registration at new place,Melaka!

boo lame me!

2009-06-28T01:54:00.002+08:00

i still haven't catch a chance to watch the movie,Transformers!

sigh..

loves

2009-06-27T00:51:00.004+08:00

lunch

(:

a big NO NO!

2009-06-27T00:33:00.005+08:00

exactly 1 hell week!!

:l // :(

heh..weird case

2009-06-24T17:22:00.000+08:00

lesson

2009-06-24T01:19:00.008+08:00

i'd come across to watch dvds that i've bought today.and i've already watched one of it.

Knowing it was.

am not quite an emotional type of person.but it came to a surprise that the very last part of the movie has made me think and think and imagine.to be honest its beyond my imagination.i never would have thought if i was the son and making my way to a place that nowhere can be found.and leaving behind me is a father whose standing still and watch me leaving.and that particular moment is the last time ever i get to see him.it'll surely make me feel worse.

reach

2009-06-22T20:11:00.005+08:00

met izzalia in sunway!
didnt notice her.was looking at a bag.
then izzalia,"err..adlina?"
bomb!hugged!
after so long!
(:

bonjela attacks!

2009-06-19T00:48:00.003+08:00

what hurts me at this very hour?at 1248am?

my chapped lips and ulcers!

ggrrr..

math

2009-06-16T03:04:00.000+08:00

am counting,
time moves like a pace,
as holiday has finally reaching towards the end
am not happy about it.am truly not,
as i am a holiday enthusiast,
but it has to end,for a better future.

its good to hear if the universe decides to add few more hours to the 24 hours,
and so the day will be longer,
but it will never be,
no farewell for now,
it arise in just 18 more days.

i liked holiday almost as Da Vinci liked drawing,
hatred attacks as the number gets smaller,
from 18 to 17,17 to 16,16 to smaller and smaller...,
a big sigh i did,
but lets face it anyways.

adios!

dadda is stalking me

2009-06-13T01:58:00.004+08:00

sunday's coming and am bloody excited!

see you people soon!
jyeahh!

finally!pheeww

2009-06-11T20:58:00.003+08:00

okay where shall i start.today all i did at home was waiting for someone to tell me that the result is out.i've check the student portal for quite number of times and failed to login.and somehow someone actually told me about it.a BIG thank you to nurul azewani or shall known as azie.if it wasnt becuase of her i wouldnt have know what did i get.

as soon azie told me that the result is out,i went straight to my room,grabbed my laptop.but i failed to log in again.and then came the superhero,Esha!she told me how to check them.so i did exactly what has been told.and "BANG!" there was my result.Alhamdulillah i did fine.thank god.and im happy for my friends too.

and then,the moment started.my phone kept ringing.i talked to zureen and azie as soon i got my result.only that we missed the little miss missing,pyqa.she's missing.no one among us got the chance to talk to her.but anyways,im sure enough that she did fine too.Credit to Rocky and Mia for having the thought to ring me.only left that i dont stand a chance to talk to Tsya becuase she's in london now.

Alhamdulillah.

cheers!jyeah!

adios

its good to be home

2009-06-11T02:10:00.005+08:00

i just got home from a 3 days trip to langkawi.tiring though.left house in the midnight of sunday.kesian papa because he only managed to sleep for about 10 minutes before we left home.it was a bloody tiring sunday as we woke up early and we had to go to our aunt's because the son is getting married.so kenduri kendara.and left aunt's late evening.got home packed things.

arrived in kuala kedah at 530 am.we pusing pusing-ed the place hoping we could find a real good place to park our car and somehow we did.we parked at a school.perhaps its one way for the school to earn some money during cuti sekolah.so left kuala kedah around 7.

arrived langkawi.rented a car.headed straight to the hotel.checked in.mandi manda.slept about 10 minutes.went out.and the journey in langkawi begun......

day 1
1. makam mahsuri
2. underwaterworld
3. shopped duty free products.chocs to be exact.

day 2
1. a handcraft festival
2. cable car.bloody awesome!
3. the beach

day 3
1. left langkawi early in the morning.830 am.
2. perlis,kulim,thailand for a pit stop.
3. home at 12 am.

and i think tsya has just landed in london couple of hours ago.have fun!

duty

2009-06-02T23:20:00.004+08:00

they're adorable.too bad they have their own master.

they're all custom made shoes painted by a lady named fara seha.

im going to make one of this.

i've already ordered and have sent my design.now,i leave all up to her to modify the design i've sent.

in case if youre interested,check her at

badpostured.blogspot.com

adios

distance

2009-06-02T01:57:00.008+08:00

london

paris

have a blast moments pixie!

chepple-ish

2009-06-02T01:09:00.012+08:00

last sunday was a way tiring day for me.i accompanied si-gila,hazirah to mont kiara.it was a fun day though.indeed.sheesh.it was a bloody hot day too.mia and lana spent their entire day working in baskin robbins.me,zra and rock paid a visit later.a huge crowd stormed the outlet.and kesian mia and lana they had to stand the whole day from 9am to 12am.more than freaking 12 hours.but they looked adorable in the uniform though.we(zra me rock)went for drink which wasnt quite a drink for both of them.they had maggi goreng and mee goreng.and apple,pineapple,and cherry as dessert for a complete balance diet.konon.

chepple-ish moment of rocky seth and hazirah mazli

waited for rocks'special appearances

hazirah bought something something from the bazaar

amused

2009-05-28T21:11:00.003+08:00

hoek!

i finally met tsya and rock and akid today. (:
waited for rock outside his place for almost 10 minutes then he came out.in his towel still.
invited us in and waited for him for around 20 minutes.he held a concert at his place.bloody,i heard his music from outside.
went lunch and talked and update ourselves.
sya sent me home.rock nagged.and rock stayed at my place since he had nothing to do.
mia came over.haha-ed for long hours.

thanks for your time crews.
(:

look into her eyes

2009-05-24T19:00:00.005+08:00

i spared my time on this very evening sunday to complete my drawings.and since i dont have much time left because im going out later.i only managed to complete one drawing.dont take it seriously.its not that im obessed over eyes.and this drawing has nothing to do with what im going through now.im living my life just fine.

adios.

leaves

2009-05-24T03:03:00.006+08:00

hoek!

i couldnt sleep.so i thought i want to do something.a drawing.and this is the drawing.

i still have few more drawings undone.will finish them up by tomorrow if possible.

so long,long hours.day 1

2009-05-22T00:38:00.011+08:00

i have 4 particular friends.named:
:: nurul hazirah;the bloody kepoh-che
:: ameera syaerah;who screams effin a lot.
:: lia juliana;who freaks out a lot.
and,
::nilda nadzri;the soon-to-be hairstylist

after awhile,since all of us last met,we finally stole sometime today to see each other again.

1. left house at 9.all the way from subang we went to fetch hazirah.hazirah then took over the wheel.and drove madly on the road.i cursed all the time along the journey to nilda's place

2. nilda on board with us in a kelisa,BHB 5786,a moving sauna bag.we fetch her at her new bloody awesome new home in shah alam sec 13.kecoh kecoh in the car.

3. nilda had to attend a styling class in taipan which supposedly starts at 11.but she was too hungry and we managed to catch our breakfast at papparich.after we'd done with breakfast,sent nilda to APT salon for her class.

4. headed straight to lia's place in puchong.stayed inside for about half an hour.and went out again to have a drink and chat.

* those pictures were taken in lia's room

5. gave mia a little suprise.since we didnt do anything for her birthday dated on 6th may,so we bought 2 slices of cakes and on top of it we pierced the cake with the pointed "happy birthday" stand.

6. headed back to subang,ss 15 to be particular.hazirah need to pick up something from a person.and and i saw someone's car parked.i was so excited when i saw her car.it was a bumble-bee kelisa.AZHANI'S!i was looking around just to see if she was anywhere around the place.

7. headed back to mia's.after 2 hours.everyone went home.

* those pictures were taken at mia's place

what a day.one of the best day i could say.i enjoyed every seconds being with them.
till you hear again.
tomorrow will be seeing them again.for a dinner at nilda's place.
for now. buhbye

god please help me!

2009-05-18T03:45:00.002+08:00

i have to wake up early in the morning tomorrow.please help me to fall asleep!i cant sleep!

p/s:i know it may sound stupid and crappy.people would have say that im the biggest kepoh and menggelabah because this kind of things pn nak tulis kat sini.

quiz-o

2009-05-17T13:43:00.004+08:00

hye blog.

i woke up at 1pm today.only then i knew that my parents were'nt home.so i decided to do a quick check on my facebook.now the time shows 133 pm.only within these 33 minutes i'd already laughed to hell.i've posted a quiz on facebook titled "how well do you know adlina ashikin" and some of the peeps in the friends list answered it.and so did zureen.this is how the quiz looks like:

1. what is my favourite movie?
a) pirates of the carribean
b) the covenant
c) twilight
d) lord of the rings
e) underworld

2. what time am i usually in bed by?
a) by 12 am
b) by 1 am or so
c) by 2 am or 3
d) dawn
e) i dont sleep at times

3. what was my nickname groowing up?
a) adlina
b) ad
c) shikin
d) ina

4, what is my favourite colour?
a) red
b) black
c) green
d) purple
e) pink!!!

5. my favourite drink is_____
a) green tea
b) plain water
c) orange juice
d) coke
e) lemonade

6. my favourite show on tv?
a) prison break
b) miami ink
c) antm
d) mr bean
e) punkd

7. what would i dress as for halloween?
a) supergirl
b) selena of underworld
c) a skeleton
d) poison ivy
e) a pirate

8. what is my favourite flavour of ice-cream?
a) mint choc chip
b) cookies n cream
c) choc
d) vanilla
e) strawberry

* the yellow highlighted were zureen's answer
* the green highlighted or for which i dont is the correct answer.

and this was what zureen had to say about the quiz.she even commented the quiz.haha

man quiz ni pentipu!!!
1) u slept whenever u wtch POTC
2)U dont sleep at times!!(frm wht u told me)
6)i nvr heard u mention anythng about miami ink
7) ure obssessed ovr skeleton so i assumed u'd be one when halloween comes
8) i dntknw u love cookies n cream flavor

LIES.
huhu:(<--- haha i knw u hate it when smbdy say HUHU

thank you for your cooperation zureen.fuyoo mcm slumdog millionaire.you answered through your experiences huh.

guthentharg

2009-05-13T00:54:00.005+08:00

its been 3 days now since i left jb for my semester break.ill be on my holiday for nearly 2 months.about a month and a half.im very excited.im looking forward upon many things which i cant tell now.i have no plans for this break.not even a plan to find a job.

well,

people hate me for i wrote pieces of shits in my final exam papers.the papers werent even close to my expectations and prediction.im craving for the Dean's List.but i can pretty much say that the answers that i wrote werent convincing.ill pray hard for a miracle to happen at the mid of nect month.

my dad is away for five days to sarawak.he's in sarawak now.and will be back on friday.so im looking forward for his arrival in kl this friday.

here's a random pictures of my cats .

beautiful

2009-05-06T00:42:00.031+08:00

meet them

four days

2009-05-05T00:42:00.003+08:00

hye.these are my activities for yesterday.

1. woke up very early in the morning.i didnt get a nice and comfy sleep as i only slept for an hour because i felt that i needed more time to revise and memorize my marketing notes.so i started revising at 930pm the day before yesterday and continued till 430 am.i slept an hour without even realizing it.probably my eyes were too tired.woke up again at 515 am.continued revising.

2. sat for the exam at 9 am.the exam supposedly finished at 12pm.but i got out the exam hall earlier.at 11 am.an hour earlier.headed back to syafiqah's.tukar baju keluar again.hantar zureen to bus station.

3.had lunch at sedap corner with syafiqah and firdaus.realized that i was still early by 2 hours for my bus.so after done eating,we decided to pay a visit at firdaus's old friends' place.the zoo.

4.spent an hour and a half in the zoo.went straight to the bus station.my bus was scheduled at 430pm.

5.left jb at 430 pm.arrived in shah alam at 10 just now.gosh my ass is made out of steel now because u cant differentiate which one is steel and which one is my ass.and now im here writing this.

6.i shall stop writing now because all im writing now are bullshits.

and ill be spending my 4 days here at subang jaya before i head back to jb for my another paper.now that i have done 3 papers.left only 2.wohaaaa

toodle!asta lavista!

boohoo us!ulalallala....

2009-05-05T00:29:00.006+08:00

gahahaha!this is syafiqah.half an hour before we entered the examination hall for our final exam.marketing paper to be exact.while she was busy doing her thing overthere,i on the other side,sat right in front of her quickly snapped this even before she could avoid it.pray a lot syafiqah.

hit me with some "aauuummm" syafiqah haris

and this is me!to overcome our anxiety disorder this was exactly what we'have done in the past 30 minutes while waiting for syahida azureen's presence at the student coucil or center.

marathon!

2009-05-02T12:06:00.003+08:00

sya 12th may!!!!!!!!!!

wohooo!

cant wait!wait for my arrival!

lets pray for a denied application

2009-05-02T11:38:00.008+08:00

its been a year now im studying in uitm johor bahru.as time grew.i got closed with these 2 fellas.i do everything with them.i eat with them.i sleep with them.the only time that im not with them is when we're shitting and showering.but too bad that one of the fella is moving away to segamat.for what reason which i dont really know she applied to move to another campus.its not that far anyway.but somehow its going to bring a big,load of difference with her absence.things will not be the same.her application to shift to another campus has been approved by our campus now.now she has to wait for another approval from the other 2 campus.segamat and shah alam.

the fella that i was referring to is syahida azureen rusdi.

zureen note that everyday im praying for a denied application.but say that luck is not on my side,please note that we will miss u.and we'll always pray for you.

syafiqah,syahida azureen adlina

ZUREEN!
(ac mizal's tone!)

just-write-it

2009-05-02T11:24:00.006+08:00

its saturday today.dated 2nd may.and im home in subang.only god knows how much i felt relieved when i got home.but its a risk that i took since i have exam-marketing on monday.so i should be heading back to johor bahru tomorrow.and as soon the paper's over ill be home again.my bus scheduled at 430 pm tomorrow.my marketing paper will finish at 12 so i have about 4 hours or so to bumming around jb.i have 3 more paper to.2 down and 3 more to go.
i dont know if i am writing shits in here.because seriously i dont know what to write.what i can write are things that might/going/did happen/ed.im not good in writing.
i have sat for 2 papers last week.and i can pretty much say that the papers were bloody tough.but hopefully my 12-hours of studying is worth it.i blanked.i dont want to repeat.yes i do aim for the deans list.but if its not my time this sem ill accept it.all i wanted is to get a good pointer and i dont want to repeat any of the subjects.

new-ho

2009-03-06T15:07:00.004+08:00

finally it has come towards the end of the week.its friday today and left us for abt less then 24 hours to prepare our things for the marketing day that we're organizing here in our campus.tmrw will be a busy day.everyone practically will get tired.so do i.but but!im excited for tomorrow though.because im going back to my hometown.sj.gee am really excited to be home.cant wait for that.only that im going back alone.but nahh am still excited.and and this coming monday 9th march 2009 one my friend is turning 19!happy birthday in advance to my dearly friend Nilda Nadzri.so since its her birthday,my friends from melaka and all the way from kedah are coming home too to have a do-do-da-da day with nilda nadzri.its been pretty long enough since the last time we met each other.i have to say i miss those moments we cherished together even before everyone got into college.we shared our days together.sure ade plan punye everyday.go for lunch la,dinner la,need an accompany to buy something la.but i never felt bored when i was around them.

ok regarding to the title i've written above.the new-ho means i just got a haircut last 2 days.im not sure if i like them.and im not sure if i hate them either.im satisfied with the results.i get good responses from others.am not sure if they are lying for the sake to not let me feel ugly or anything.but one person who was most excited when she saw me was my english lecturer.i still couldnt believe with my own eyes and head that i have the guts to cut a mohawk style.so now i look like a guy who's wears eyeliner everyday to anywhere and dressed up as a girl.but nahh im just trying to experiment-ing myself.i have not yet taken any photos with this new hair but once i've a picture of the new-me ill upload them.thats all for now.i got to get going to prepare things for the marketing day.till you hear more from me soon.

bye.calo bete

holiday freak is back

2009-01-18T01:41:00.002+08:00

well its only one week away to 1 week mid sem break.6 dyas to be exact.i do the counting everyday actually.everyone knows im a holiday freako.seriously.am really looking forward to it.too much excitement awaits for me.im gonna use each day of the holidays very wisely and carefully.haha.finally.so.my jb-friends and zureen and me as well are planning to spend our one week holiday together.maybe not one week.maybe for a couple of days.but its worth though.but today few hours ago.i just got a text form zureen saying she's heading back to hometown for 5 days.man!she's flying to kelantan on saturday and will be home on wednesday.so im not sure now if the plan that we have planned will be cancel or maybe will be postpone.i really hope the plan will not be cancelled.they could still come by after zureen got home dont they?so this is how the plan goes actually.on my very last friday.we'll leave jb.maybe arrive in shah alam 5 hours later.then that friday itself zureen has offered pyka and ayien to spend a night at he place.so pyka and ayien planned to stay in kl for maybe 3 days.so much things we have planned.then maybe the next day we'll rent a hotel room.but since now there's a change in plan.so we have to reschedule the plan again.maybe we'll wait for zureen to get home first then only we proceed with the extravaganza plan we have here.lets just pray that everyone's not busy wednesday onwards.and not to forget my old friends and i are planning to meet up and have a long chit chat together.a friend from melaka,from penang i back in hometown too.so as much i am excited to spend my holidays with my college mates i am excited to meet up my old friends too.thats all for now.good bye.

cameron

2008-12-07T01:06:00.012+08:00

dated 6th december.went to cameron highland with family.spent few hours there.weather was okay.5 minutes it was okay then 5 minutes later it was raining.i enjoyed the trip and it was an unplanned trip.aiyo my dad ni.that morning itself my dad decided to go for "makan angin" since everyone had nothing to do and MAGICALLY everyone was available.so its been 14 years since the last time i went to cameron highland and my little brother has not been there before so my dad decided to take us there.ouh it was cold up there.i really enjoyed the ride!the view,the strawberry park,the strong wind.fuhh..i tell u!'fulamak"is the best word to describe everything listed above.well its not really that fulamak la but i dont know maybe i was too 'jakun'.haha.

huhahuha moments,tribute to happy tree friends

2008-12-05T02:39:00.007+08:00

To the-A to the-D to the-L to the-I to the-N to the-A

2008-12-05T01:38:00.000+08:00

its 142 am.good morning and good night people.everything's like usual.same faces.yesterday i went out with my parents.my dad has taken few days off from work till hari raya haji(8/12/08).im writing this blog in the middle of the midnight.so at this very moment at this particular time i cant really think much.ouh and at this very moment itself something really annoys me.stomach pain.and my back hurts.so moving on,i assume nothing exciting will happen today and same goes for tommorow.the excitement will be cherish together with the b-ball team(azhani,kak syaz,mun chun,irfan,shankar,me) this saturday night.lets just hope that nothing will get into my way and so to others.so tommorow is friday.last day of weekdays.then saturday rise.im in the so-called mood to attend any wedding ceremony.its been 6 months now since the last wedding i attended.im so eager to attend one.i even asked my mum if there's any.i dont why i mentioned this piece of shit.im running out ideas to what-to-write here.so this is the bullshit that i can contribute for now.ill end here.bye.have a good sleep!

asta lavista beybeyh!