happy lazy tuesday

i dont know why i feel so tired today.its only 10 am now for god sake and i only had one class this morning but im starting to feel dizzy and tired.my body is aching probably because i had to climb up all the way from ground floor up to the 4th floor.and my tummy is getting on my nerve now.the ache come and go.one second you come and say hye and the next second you say bye.

i only slept for few hours last night and i was acting like i've been bitten by 1000 zombies in class this morning.sigh.it's so irritating and intermidating.i wanted to pay full attention to the lecture but attempt fail.i was really sleepy.my mind's everywhere.what's pissing me off right now is that i felt really zombie during mandarin class and planned to take a short nap.maybe not that short.1 hour maybe or 2 hours is superb BUT(look at the big but) now when im already on the bed,im having trouble to shut my eyes off.and thats why i ended up writing this.sigh..no big sigggghhhhh...

i want to see my 4- fluffy hairy creatures!smack them with kisses is the best thing to do.sigh again.i might and might not coming home this weekend.all im trying to say is "I WANT TO GO HOME!I DEMAND TO SEE SUBANG JAYA NOW!"

update from a lame lone ranger

i dont have any idea of what to write about here.

since i'm all alone in the room now.everyone's gone missing to class.i'll type whatever that come across and say hello to my brain.

im in pain now.if i can roll down the staircase from this fourth floor just to make the stomach ache go away i would do so.it's a real pain in my ass.

im listening to eminem's beautiful now.i like that song.the rythm the handsome voice ahhh..

im having class later at 2.sigh.finance.why?why?

and i think im sleepy

hereby i'd like to say bon voyage.

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1 week

its a question that should be ask.

why must paramore perform in singapore and not in malaysia?why?and why must the ticket be $160?

i've been in school for a week already.and it's not fun to be here.i'd rather stay home and do nothing(even tangkap lalat je)than staying here and wasting my time doing nothing.

recap for this week in college:

boo me.i spent my 20/7 watching dvds with my mate farah.why?

because it's super deadly boring here in college.

and i finally can picture my home in my system-breakdown brain.yeap.i'm coming home this friday!hopefully nothing will spoil my plan.

and bye.i need to get ready.i'm going out later.

asta lavista.

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changes

a person reached me on the phone today.the voice was so soft.tried to tell me what's filled in heart.spilled things that are hardly to tell to the closed members.what has been bothering the mind for years.i dont know how to help because its out of my league.all i can do is comforting and give some strength to go through the scenes.i'll feel the same way like you do if i were placed in your shoe.its holiday but you never get a peace of mind.

i know its hard for you.but you've got to be strong.stay strong.you know you will always have my back and for that you can reach me at anytime.we've gone through thick and thins for years.and now lets share it together because that's what true friends were made for.

to whom it may concern..you know who you are.

stay strong.i'll always pray for your happiness.

(:

fighter

one month and a half is just not enough for me.maybe a 6 month holiday would be a a bless.a major one.so im left with about 5 more days to spend here at home and since i have no transport to get around to just anywhere this week,i guess its a moment that has been gifted to God to let me spend my time by sitting and doing nothing and just stare at my micasa sucasa ouh except than watching the ellen degeneres show and oprah.but its been one of the best semester break after all except that i didnt catch a chance to meet tsya.but parents been good to me so far.i should thank my dad for everything that he got for me.and my mum who never complained for my never ending childish annoying attitude.

ouh and ahhh..im slowly practising to keep my mouth shut and learn how to be a lone ranger since everybody's leaving to further their degree.i didnt apply.since my closed dorm mates are leaving too.and haha what's up with melaka?dont they have enough students overthere because they keep offering people to study overthere.but when it comes to me rejection were all i received.ppfffttt..
shit shit shit
anyways all the best to all who managed to get themselves into degree.my phone kept beeping..and all i received were questions asking why i didnt apply for the degree.huh.simple..i dont have the guts.im not williling to take the risk.

asta lavista

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fresh tuesday

getting new things for college tomorrow!

how

how i spent my 20/12

i spent my 24 hours of 20/12 at home.

::helped my dad with the pokok mangga outside the house.
after lunch,spent hours watching movies i think are cool to watch.
::i love adam sandler's acting so much so i started off my agenda with his movies.Big Daddy and Mr Deeds are ferb-tacular..
::i like Selene of Underworld better than Edward of Twilight because she owns the vampire look rather than edward.so i watched all the Underworld movies because they have been my favourite movies to watch at since the 1st time i watched them.
::mighty ducks movies have been all time favourite movie to watch.and i watched D3 on Disney channel.
::and lastly i spent 2 hours watching Batman.and i think the Joker of Jack Nicholson and the Joker of Heath Ledger scored the same % of awesomeness.so handsome.i like clowns.

big smile